Ok, I am not gonna start with the same old phrase ” Its long since I blogged”. Yes, it has been a looooong time. Its high time I accept that I have had a writer’s block. You guys must be wondering how come she has writers block when she doesn’t really write anything. Let me put a hold to all your questions. Yeah, I write when I feel like. It might be after a long time or sometimes too frequency.
Highly artistic and talented writers say, they conceive their manuscript( I hope I am using a correct word here) when they are calm, and its quality depends upon the atmosphere. And they experience a mental block which do not allow them to write a single word. I am not going to comment on these and neither do I have rights to do so.
I am gonna tell about how and what is it with me. After all this blog rendezvous with me. I write this blog when I feel like, sometime when I am emotionally messed up or when I have nothing to do or when I too happy or simply when I want to scribble something down.
My teacher once told me, when you want to tell something to God, you can write down that in a piece of paper and He will read it when we go to bed. And I still believe what my teacher told and I still write letters to Him. I feel relived when I am sad or angry. And my happiness amounts to double when I am happy. My scribbling down things must have started with these letters. Well!! I know I am going off the topic, but I had to start from the root of this.
Now coming back to block, I just feel too lazy to put myself in front of the computer and make my finger tips touch the keyboard to word my thoughts. And sometimes I do not know how to put my thoughts in to words. My thought are sometimes too ambiguous and mystic. The words are too less to explain those things. But I scribbling my letters is too easy for me then too.
But most the time its my sheer laziness which stops me from writing. Unlike others, I have never run out of topics(touch wood), may be because I have a happening life and I am no bad in observing(though I am bad in judging). And I will have to sit for an extra hour in office to write a blog. This makes me more lazy.
To conclude my writer’s block is not mental block which prevents the flow of my thoughts but its just that I am lazy goose.
Courtesy of the topic: Mr. H. Thank you for introducing “writer’s block” to me.

